His pa was in prison for shooting a cop on a jet-ski, but Cody still idolized him

He wished he had struggled to get hard

He wished he had struggled to get hard — not because he wanted to be impotent, he just wished this freak would think Cody had to concentrate. Cody’s father had once said — where Cody could overhear — that he let his buddy jerk him off on a camping trip but that it took him forever to get hard. That sounded manly, Cody had thought, like he didn’t even want to do it but his cock was powerful he couldn’t deprive someone of its salty load, so he felt obligated to oblige.
That was what Cody wanted to be like. His pa was in prison for shooting a cop on a jet-ski, but Cody still idolized him.

From The Hick